Wednesday, December 31, 2008

NEW YEAR!!!

31st December is here already and tmro will be a new year...2009! Yeah, looking back to the year...there were many things that happen:D Some good and some bad...Some that jus came and go and some that will forever nt be forgotten. Quite a few goals that i could not achieve not becoz of me not trying but due to other "roadblocks".

Events during 2008(That i remember both good and bad!):
-Got into course of my choice
-Hurt Nuraini's feelings
-Became frenz with HER
-Get to know ppl from E2Max
-Joined NI
-Started my driving course
-Known someone that appreciated me
-Disrespectful to my parents
-Managed to control my temper
etc etc etc LOL....

As for the new year, here are the things that i will try to achieve(resolutions^^)
- Respect and become a good,obedient son to my parents
- Be closer to my religion
- Achieve good results
- Try to appreciate the people ard me

Quite a few more but i'm just lazy to type=.= Well, i just hope the new year would be a good year where i can start afresh without much challenge. Haiz, i seriously dunnoe wat to type anymore LOL! haha.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

haha

BBQ yesterday was fun^^ But would have been better if more people would have came...I reached Pasir ris park at around 5+. Was late due to the bus as per normal LOL! A few of the guyz were there so quickly joined them in getting everything ready... We actually moved to another pit as our original 1 was quite isolated O.O We guys started to prepare the pit while the girls went off to cycle zZz...

But the starting of the fire was hilarious! We actually took half an hour jus to start 1 fire! Most of the fault lies in our inexperience and solutions that were down right lame=.= The wind was also nt on our side haha! But we finally managed to start the fire...after hugging ourselfs around the pit with people looking at us like we are doing some gay stunts LOL! Then there was the food...Placed the food on the grill, then we realised we forgot the butter~.~ in the end, the 1st batch looked like shit. Then Zul came with the butter and everything about the food was solved hehe^^

Had some Tazkirah session and thinking of our resolutions for ourselves and to the people around us. Overall, there was quite alot of people but some came late due to other commitments especially the alumni who came when we were packing up LOL! Haha, looking forward to the RETREAT next year yeah! Hope to have more of this things. Even the simplest of things can be funny and this should be how we view our lives.

The smallest things can make a huge difference to our lives!

Monday, December 22, 2008

dammm

Football mania was wat i would describe yesterday^^ Singapore vs Vietnam and Liverpool vs Arsenal....But with so much hype, it ends with disappointment:( Singapore lost and Liverpool drawed=.=

Letz start with the Singapore match, only 1 word....SUAY!!! Singapore played superbly well and it was the best ever performance since i was born! Overlapping wingers and midfielders feeding the ball to the strikers was amazing!! The 1st half was Singapore all the way...But 1 think that irks me, the strikers cannot shoot~_~ Chance after chance and the ball won't went in...Reminds me of Arsenal, the playing is fantastic but will always lose....The same goes to Singapore...They lost due to 1 moment of stupidity by a new sub that went in, ISMAIL YUNOS. When the final whistle was blown...My eyes turned watery LOL! Haiz.....

For the Liverpool match, Both teams played very well but Liverpool sud have won becoz Arsenal has only 10 players OMG! And where was Rafael Benitez!? He was nowhere in the stadium=.= wat nonsense O.o

Today would be gg to the NI bbq at pasir ris....yeah! Hope itz going to be fun haha!!!!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

wooot

1 week of holidays is gone and 1 more week left....Tatz fast!!! And when i looked back, i spend most of the days doing assignments and projects=.= Today was no different... when to sch at ard 11+ to meet nuraini at the library...Met her and we did our individual work until ard 1 when the library closed(i tot library close at 5pm O.O) So we went to the IT block there...Used her lappy to do my project but i could nt find anything related to my assignment=.=(Waddaheck is CPGA!?!?)

So i passed the lappy back to nuraini and she watched DBSK, a korean Westlife copy LOL!. We watched till 4 before i went home and she to TM. Upon reaching, mother said mus go to my uncle's home.......Zzz. Went there,ate alot of food(free nyer psl) and fishing(Boyz sud noe). Sianz, now damm sleepy but im nt gg to sleep:D

I've decided to abandoned having a relationship....I have live without it for 18 years so y nt another 10 years?? haha!! As long as i have my friends, i sud have no problems tackling anything(almost) life throws at me:)

Hope you will disappear in my dreams...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

weeeee

Put yourself in a situation whereby you are a guy and u liked this girl alot. But the problem is that she likes sum 1 else but is nt attached(you jus so noe). Then one day, a friend of yours(a girl) tells you that she likes you. Now here is the tricky part, should you choose to wait for the girl you like or take the girl that likes you. What would you do??

I know it sounds lame=.= but i jus 1 to find out the answer hehe...

I'm so so confused....but i will nvr stop loving you.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

sad

Yessah!! Term Test is over!! Damm wat a week! Last min revisions, study sessions, calling people up for solutions etc...LOL! herez a review of all the papers i have hehe...

-AIECAPP= I copied everthing!!Jus hope the people around me are smart:S
-ICPFA= Quite ok, most of the questions are straight forward:D
-CKTCS= Easy but i could not get full marks.I still think itz 15V nt 9V.Vc(∞)=Vs!!
-ICPA= Damm difficult!!!I think im gonna fail this. Hope my classmates fail too:S

Now itz term break or sud i say Project Time!! Got a few projects that needs to be done. Sianz, no pocket money to spend:( Did the rediculous survey below...Sum of the questions are really..hmmm. Hate this kind of surveys as it reminds me of her=.= Haiz....

lol great

I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY AzImAh!
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets?
- ya. who does'nt??
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?
- Nope.
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Until she says that she will nvr be mine.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Donate a few millions and then use the rest for my education LOL!
5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Depends. If i noe the person is a bitch, then of coz no!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being love is always the best.
7. How do you define Love?
- To show uttermost affection and unselfish sacrifice evertime.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Try to move on but this usually wun happen unless i dun see that person anymore.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- None, im still searching for happiness in my life:(
10. What makes you sad?
- When people dun appreciate me.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Playing soccer with Liverpool FC(Mcm faham^^)
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Friends and of coz my family.
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- My computer. Without it, I will be totally lost in life haha..
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Having sum 1 to spend your life with is something money cannot buy. So i choose the latter.
15. What is your favourite colour?- Black and White.
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
- I would choose the one that i'm sure will nvr hurt my feelings.
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Will always forgive but will never forget.
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- "Do you have the same feelings that i have for you?"
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
- To me, friends are more important^^
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- No. There will always be a 3rd party:P

5 ppl who's goin to do this survey:
Carmen
Hakim
Nuraini
Mussadiq
Azim

Monday, December 8, 2008

haha

Yeah itz hari raya haji....And itz raining hurhur. The mosque was nt as pack as i expected..all were busy choosing their sheep?? Something funny happened there, when i went to the 2nd floor and made my way inside. I realised i was the only 1 standing in the middle on the entire 2nd floor sticking out like a sore thumbO.O Upon that, i quickly sat down sitting on sum 1's lap in the process LOL!

Yesterday went to study with Azimah, Nyzah and Sayyidi at the cc near elias mall. Came 1st before the rest came 1 by 1(janji melayu habis!) Studied CKTCS and AIECAPP. I seriously in trouble about the latter coz my lecture notes are useless and tutorials were nt helping either. If by tonight i still can't get a grip on the subject, then have to plan sumthing radical tmro. Baru tadi solat aidil-adha bsk buat dosa haha! Takpe nanti next year raye lei mintak maaf^^

Alrighto, now waiting 4 my stupid elder bro to come=.= Tgh tangkap kambing kot. Haiz, i wun be blogging for a while now due to the term test:( hehehaha!!!HURHURHAHA!!

GOOD LUCK TO EVERY 1
4 THE TERM TEST!!!!!!!!
HOPE YOU GUYS PASS!!
IF FAIL THEN TATZ 2 BAD!

Friday, December 5, 2008

opps

Projects have all been settled & quizzes all done^^ All my quiz results has been good even though i studied last minute including ICPFA quiz which i studied on the morning of the test date at 8.30am when the quiz was at 9.00am haha! And i was the 1st 1 hu finished it lol! tatz me:D

This week not quite as hectic as i expected it to be but nonetheless, there were times that my patience was really tested...Alhamdulillah, tak ada orang yng dibunuh haha! Nxt week is term test already and if i would take it now, i would struggle to even get at least 10 marks=.= Tatz how unprepared i am:)

Today lessons were damm boring...1 tutorial at 9am, 1hr break after that then a CKTCS lecture which the Lucas go thru past year term test paper which we do not have=.= Then i went off to meet a few of the NI guys+1 girl(Dian). Ate at ITAS then off 4 prayers.Went to masjid Alkaff...itz been a long time since i went there and suddenly there was a cafeteria there LOL! Lain kali bukak starbucks lagi best!

Tmro meeting Sayyidi(spelling nt sure haha) to collect my book then maybe Mus to pay him some $$$. Haiz, will be posting on Sunday isyallah and then 1 week of non-posting due to term test...Hopefully, i am able to revise everything before tuesday coz if i dun....confirm kena korban! O.O

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Yes ah!


Yes itz finally over!!!My bro's wedding!!!So damm tired!!!LOL:D Firstly, i would like to thank Hafiz,Saufi,Hakim and Fariz for their help!!!Kendarat baik punye haha!!!

Now i have to study for my ORGCOM test and complete my IDGD assignment 1 due tmro=.= Damm, sch work catches up with u without knowing LOL! Ok then, got to study haha:D

Saturday, November 29, 2008

weeeeee

U'rE sUmWhErE oUt ThErE i DuNo WhErE,
jUz WaNa LeT u KnOw DaT i CaRe...
AnD wHeRe-EvA u aRe,
wAdEvA u Do,
PLeAsE ReMeMbEr To TaKe CaRe...

Monday, November 24, 2008

I HATE MY LIFE!!!

Damm, i'm sick right now...Jus came back from the doctor and he said i have a virus infection zZz...and if it gets worst i will have to be admitted to hospital=.= totally wrong timing...With the many reports, quizzes and lab tests due....I'm in serious trouble....Sorry guys:( Wun be coming to sch for at least 2 days...Haiz.

My mood seriously took another beating...now i decided to really forget about getting her..itz useless, no use trying....F*** it! Damm, y does this always happens to me!? shit! i will try to move on as if nth happens. See her, avoid her. She sees me, then i would jus smile and F*** off! I guess thatz how my life is....always alone, always lonely...I'm nt blaming her though, nor any1...

Y can't my life be smooth sailing?? Thatz a question which no 1 can answer.....

Thursday, November 20, 2008

aaaaa

Ah shit!! I flopped my CKTCS quiz=.= I seriously hated it when you have studied quite hard for sumthing and when D-day comes, ur brain just wun budge and totally freezes.Thatz wat happened to me ZZz....haiz, ambil yng jernih, buang yng keroh. Let bygones be bygones. I can't do anything about it now....

At least there is sumthing positive that happened^^ My IDGD project deadline has been extended so yeah will lighten up my work yahoo! Hmm, later i will be having ICPFA quiz which i have not done any studies on.

Finally TP rocks is over coz itz been "rocking" my ears and my patience for the past 3 days. The worst was the incident at the mussollah( praying area) which happened nt once but twice=.= 3 perempuan ntah dari skola maner masuk bilik air ambil wudhu setengah jam!Kelakar pe!? Abeh basuh kuyup kan bilik air...Org mandi pun tak gitu! Nak sembhyg pun menguji kesabaran...Haiz nasib baru mkn haha!

Now i seriously feel akward when i talked to her...Nt sure y, maybe coz im a jerk or jus that my entire self-esteem jus fly off when i saw her=.= If i try to avoid her confirm she will notice wat....Haiz,lol!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

damm

Omg, I have now realised the full extent of my projects that i need to hand up within a week! Where the hell did they all come from!? And they came at a time when itz quiz week!! Coincidence or is it jus me??

Projects, Reports, Quizzes or anything that needs to be done or studied;
-ICPFA Lab Report
-ICPROC Lab Report
-ORGCOM Homework
-IDGD 8 page Report+Presentation
-IDGD Bug shooter game
-ICPFA Quiz
-CKTCS Quiz
-Find Kendarat for 30th

I have not even started on a single 1 of them even though i touched abit of CKTCS in the last few days zZz:( But i got a plan though, today will try to finish the 1st 3 things on the list if nt tmro. The 4th 1 I'm at a blur....Coz only yesterday was i informed about it=.= The 2 quizzes i "sud" be able to scrap it. The last 1 is beginning to be lost cause!! Where are all my frenz!?DAmm! The remaining shooter game i will talk later. Hmm..There is sumthing missing in the list but i still cannot recall it...

Yesterday was quite a typical monday except that i joined the NI ppl for a study session from 5-8 pm. Even though i was called a study session, the only thing i could remember "studying" yesterday was playing tai-ti=.= waddaheck!

And this morning i woke up at 1am just to complete the IDGD bug shooter game that i was supposed to complete last week...But i guess my attempt was a failure coz i could nt make it work after trying to for 2 hours so by 3+am, i went back to sleep=.=

So no playing ard for me for at least a week...If i can control it...Haiz......

I felt like a jerk in front of you,
Even more when i talk to you.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

fuyoh!

Yeah, Jus woke up^^ Yesterday was soo damm tiring!! 1 of our NI alumni got married and so we were asked to help out at the wedding as kendarat LOL! All of us wore red(Nak boria katakan!) Met the grp ard 10+ at bedok mrt then bus-ed to bedok north.Got ourself lost due to our inaccurate sense of smell...Hadi actually tried to smell the nasi byrani to find our way HAHA!

When we found the block(after walking ard it), the guys aim for the food 1st LOL but unfortunately it was nt ready yet haha. Herez the funny part, when the DJ for the wedding came to us and ask where were we from and wat was our grp name...Sayyidi said"RED DRAGON!" So for the whole day, the DJ kept announcing we were RED DRAGONS from TP which was totally embarrassing=.= But overall damm fun!

Went back home taking bus 17 with nyzah,mahirah(agaknye ah), mus, sharil...Now my legs cramped so wun be gg out today:( But then, i still got to study for my quizzes and sud be able to make it for the study session tmro coz i seriously need to buck up on CKTCS haha! Guess gg to lectures has been a waste of time...Would be skipping 1 of these days hehe^^

Friday, November 14, 2008

Cinta ku melayang-layang
Muka mu terbayang-bayang
Kau cinta ku sayang-sayang...

Thursday, November 13, 2008

hopeless

Liverpool 2-Tottenham Hotspurs 4 ....Liverpool was rubbish!!! Even though the reserves were playing but at least play decently la, the smallbois playing at the void decks play much better sia=.= I could hardly watch! Haiz, lucky only carling cup if champions league...I'm gonna ditch liverpool for tampines rovers^^

Damm itz 5.45am and i my class starts at 9am..wow, confirm sleepy in class hecks!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Raining, cold, dark & so boring....Went home early today coz apple was rubbish=.= Got DOTA on my com now haha! Played awhile then switched to Combat Arms...Now updating this blog^^

Haiz, i still haven study for my quizzes which is starting this friday...Being typically me, i think i shall study on the morning of the quiz LOL! Some of the subjects i still dun quite understand even though abit but i guess, leave till term test comes then panic hehe...

Tmro will be thursday, the most hated day of the week...Coz i start at 9am ends at 9pm which is damm tiring if nt boring and nt my liking:( My plan, DAYDREAM ALL THE WAY!^^ and see time flies HAHA!

I wanna do something to myself...Try to be more friendly and approachable. To start off, i will either say hi or jus wave my hand to any1 whom i noe. If "able" to, try to chat with them also. All this may sound normal but itz nt for me coz i dun like to talk to ppl i dun really noe which makez ppl think i'm a loner=.= Nanti rase obit haha^^

So to any1 hu sees me, SAY HI TO ME!!! or jus shout "ZARIQ CUTE!!"...I noe sum 1 will say the latter HAHA!

Monday, November 10, 2008

weeee

Yawnz...Been a tiring weekend for me and today too:( Saturday played soccer in the morning and had to visit my grandmother in the evening. Yesterday had to "rewang" at my uncle's hse as my cousin tunang(i dunnoe the english word lol). Was suppose to help out with the refilling of the food and drinks, but then ended up had to clean everything up from the dishes to the tumblers and i was wearing shirt with jeans=.= But i was quite fun playing with the host with my cuzzies:D
Today went to school early coz my father did nt send me to sch. Reach TP bus stop at 8.30 and waited for Pak Ahril. So many beautiful scenes to watch while sitting at the bus stop LOL! Had orgcom as the 1st lesson and ended off with a tutorial all in the cold as it was raining heavily outside. Stupid Mr Ng switch the air con full blast making my nose do the same haha. Rushed to Eunos mrt for my practical driving and then rushed back to sch to help my fellow grp mates on the many things that is due.

Now i feel very sleepy but becoz of this blog, i am going to delay my sleep haha.Jus hope u are there tmro even though i dun expect it.No expectations, no disappointments!

Friday, November 7, 2008

Y!?

Today was quite fun finally!!!After a week of running home and back to sch chasing deadlines and commitments, I managed to release the stress by playing soccer with my frenz yeah!

Today woke up at 7.20am after turning in for the night at 2am earlier due to watching Ms Swan which was ROFL! Scared to watch it again haha coz itz too funny lol...

Went for the 2 tutorials and 1 lecture which was suprisingly quick...time really flies!!! Ate at breadboard and off for solat Jumaat.From there met the rest at the TP astro field and soccer!! Damm fun coz all were playing horribly considering some of us had nt kick a ball for months! And also the fact that we are getting old LOL...played till ard 5+ then changed and solat Asar with the NI peeps...Bus-ed home with them too...Tmro will be playing soccer again haha! Yeah more fun!!

Damm, was suppose to tell her sumthing but last min thoughts prevented me from doing it again!haiz....Wat can i do!? itz fated zZz.

yeah yeah

Finally back home after a looooong day! 9am till 11pm wow!! haha, had to go to a friend's house to finish up on our ICprog lab report. So, skipped taekwondo lol! Had lotza fun there doing stupid things while waiting for the program installation to finish which was an hour=.=

OMG, Azimah!!! Ms Swan is damm hilarious la!!! I can't stop laughing hahahahahahaha!!!! Gonna watch it more often haha!!!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

=.=

Time check...2.43am. Woke more then an hour early for the Man Utd match at 3.45 am=.= So decided to update my blog haha!

Abit frustrated about myself right now, I forgot that yesterday was my driving practical and when my instructor smsed me saying where am I...I was stunned o.o Damm! Lucky i managed to lie about me having class for the whole of wednesday^^Sumtimez, lying can be a good thing!

Seen people around me getting stressed up about school lately...sum even wanna quit.waddaheck?! Of coz la mus be stress due to the assignments and reports that comes with deadlines that are totally illogical but the trick is how u managed that stress so tat it does nt bug ur daily life. Jus look at me, do i look stress? Most people will say that i look like a slacker which most of my classmates agree...Lectures dun copy down notes, copy people's answer for tutorials and taking advantage of others for lab work:P But to tell the truth, I'm also stressed up nt jus about sch but about other things that makes my life rather complicated...But over the years, i managed to control my stress so tat no 1 can tell whether im stress :) Keeping the stress wun help, u have to channel it to sumwhere. Use the stress in sports for example me playing rugby. I would visualise my opponents as people that i hate and with all the stress that i have, wack him as hard as possible.The feeling would be shiok!!

I try nt to show my problems to people around me nt becoz itz personal or sumthing. Jus tat i dun want people to pity me and cause any inconvinence to them...I dun even talk to my parents about it also. Everynight while lying on the floor, i would think about my life and see wat i have done or what needs to be rectified or planned. That how i manage my life. The not so beautiful life of mine:)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

kakakaka

1-1 was the scoreline for Liverpool against Atletico Madrid...1 of the worst matches i've seen! Chance after chance and the liverpool players can't even kick the ball straight=.= Nt to mention the referree who was more blur than a sotong and having an IQ of a donkey zZz...But to say the least, there are others who are worst haha.

Hmm, yesterday came to sch at 12pm for jus 1 CKTS lecture coz the lab in the morning was forwarded to nxt week. Entered the lecture hall and people ask me."Wa, so good ah go for lecture!?" The fact that my classmates noez that i hate lectures more then i hate butterflies(I'm scared of them=3)but for yesterday, I have my own reasons:) Went back home after that and straight away played cs on my com^^ Busy playing when suddenly Mus called and told me there was lab for my cds at 4pm(He called at 3.55pm=.=) Rushed back to sch in a hurry until i even forgot to wear my belt to hold up my lose jeans zZz. Reached the lab and found out it was E-learning week so we do not have to come to sch and there will be no attendance WADDAHECK!Then joined the NI people after asar prayers then went for taekwondo training which was terribly tiring.

Nth much happened today, 8.30 was already in sch. After the last lecture, went for lunch at breadboard. Was suppose to be only me and Hady coz the rest said they were eating with their care group...But along the way, all of them joined us=.= Bumped into Azimah,zul and spidey!lol. Also met with my friend who i did nt see for more then a year haha. Yeah, tmro will be much more boring with Dexter Phang's CKTS lab=.= haiz,shit happens!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

weeeee

Haiz, jus came back from johor...Did nth much haha. The drive up on the highway was extremely boring. Only thing that "excited" me while driving was seeing a huge bus or lorry tailgating me at 120kmph O.O Scary experience haha!! Still upset with the lost for the liverpool match:( Tmro will start sch at 9pm and between 1-6 is a 5 hour break till my CDS lecture at 6pm=.= waddaheck...have to discuss sumthing wif mussadiq. hope he is there tmro haix.

How can I move on
when i'm still in love with you.

we lost

Haiz, Liverpool lost 2-1 zZz....damm, they played much better and with more shots but in the end, still lose=.= There goes our unbeaten run hurhur....Nvm, we are still 1st in the table.Jus keep getting the points reds^^

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Moving On

I'm back haha...now downloading a new game called combatArms. Find it quite fun^^ Found out i would be following my family to johor tmro O.O This is the 3rd time i would be gg there this week=.= waddaheck! nonetheless, at least i will be occupied with sumthing but come to think of it, i dun think i would be awake coz i would be watching the Liverpool vs Tottenham match later in the morning,hope they win!! My emotions this past few days has been quite weird...and itz becoz of her=_= tahan zariq tahan!!! Dun 1 to spoil the friendship =3 Hmm...i need more comments for my blog.But for now, i'm told that itz quite girly lol..but i liked the design:P Haha! will be posting about the match later hehe....GO LIVERPOOL GO!!!

My blog is finally ready

Like the title says, my blog is finally ready after creating it last year LOL! Reasons were not having time for it, dunnoe how to edit the templates, dunnoe wat to write and too shy to share info to people=3 Watched Max Paynelast err...forgot wat day already zZz. aniwaez, it was awesome dunnoe y i got lotza of feedback the show was nt good to watch=.= Now about sch, quite boring....Im back to my usual habit of not taking down any notes or writing watever the teacher asked the class to do during lectures,look at my book...Plain clean,can be resold as new O.O See all my friends writing furiously on their book haha^^ Talking about sch, got caught up with a group called NI or Nur Ikhwan which means light of brotherhood. Finally got to join such a grp coz i seriously need to get closer to my religion which is Islam. Been neglecting it so much this past few years...gonna get back on track with my life. ending here for now...will update maybe in the afternoon or night w00t!

Monday, October 27, 2008

test

test test =.=