Yes ah!

Yes itz finally over!!!My bro's wedding!!!So damm tired!!!LOL:D Firstly, i would like to thank Hafiz,Saufi,Hakim and Fariz for their help!!!Kendarat baik punye haha!!!

Now i have to study for my ORGCOM test and complete my IDGD assignment 1 due tmro=.= Damm, sch work catches up with u without knowing LOL! Ok then, got to study haha:D

weeeeee

U'rE sUmWhErE oUt ThErE i DuNo WhErE,
jUz WaNa LeT u KnOw DaT i CaRe...
AnD wHeRe-EvA u aRe,
wAdEvA u Do,
PLeAsE ReMeMbEr To TaKe CaRe...

I HATE MY LIFE!!!

Damm, i'm sick right now...Jus came back from the doctor and he said i have a virus infection zZz...and if it gets worst i will have to be admitted to hospital=.= totally wrong timing...With the many reports, quizzes and lab tests due....I'm in serious trouble....Sorry guys:( Wun be coming to sch for at least 2 days...Haiz.

My mood seriously took another beating...now i decided to really forget about getting her..itz useless, no use trying....F*** it! Damm, y does this always happens to me!? shit! i will try to move on as if nth happens. See her, avoid her. She sees me, then i would jus smile and F*** off! I guess thatz how my life is....always alone, always lonely...I'm nt blaming her though, nor any1...

Y can't my life be smooth sailing?? Thatz a question which no 1 can answer.....

aaaaa

Ah shit!! I flopped my CKTCS quiz=.= I seriously hated it when you have studied quite hard for sumthing and when D-day comes, ur brain just wun budge and totally freezes.Thatz wat happened to me ZZz....haiz, ambil yng jernih, buang yng keroh. Let bygones be bygones. I can't do anything about it now....

At least there is sumthing positive that happened^^ My IDGD project deadline has been extended so yeah will lighten up my work yahoo! Hmm, later i will be having ICPFA quiz which i have not done any studies on.

Finally TP rocks is over coz itz been "rocking" my ears and my patience for the past 3 days. The worst was the incident at the mussollah( praying area) which happened nt once but twice=.= 3 perempuan ntah dari skola maner masuk bilik air ambil wudhu setengah jam!Kelakar pe!? Abeh basuh kuyup kan bilik air...Org mandi pun tak gitu! Nak sembhyg pun menguji kesabaran...Haiz nasib baru mkn haha!

Now i seriously feel akward when i talked to her...Nt sure y, maybe coz im a jerk or jus that my entire self-esteem jus fly off when i saw her=.= If i try to avoid her confirm she will notice wat....Haiz,lol!

damm

Omg, I have now realised the full extent of my projects that i need to hand up within a week! Where the hell did they all come from!? And they came at a time when itz quiz week!! Coincidence or is it jus me??

Projects, Reports, Quizzes or anything that needs to be done or studied;
-ICPFA Lab Report
-ICPROC Lab Report
-ORGCOM Homework
-IDGD 8 page Report+Presentation
-IDGD Bug shooter game
-ICPFA Quiz
-CKTCS Quiz
-Find Kendarat for 30th

I have not even started on a single 1 of them even though i touched abit of CKTCS in the last few days zZz:( But i got a plan though, today will try to finish the 1st 3 things on the list if nt tmro. The 4th 1 I'm at a blur....Coz only yesterday was i informed about it=.= The 2 quizzes i "sud" be able to scrap it. The last 1 is beginning to be lost cause!! Where are all my frenz!?DAmm! The remaining shooter game i will talk later. Hmm..There is sumthing missing in the list but i still cannot recall it...

Yesterday was quite a typical monday except that i joined the NI ppl for a study session from 5-8 pm. Even though i was called a study session, the only thing i could remember "studying" yesterday was playing tai-ti=.= waddaheck!

And this morning i woke up at 1am just to complete the IDGD bug shooter game that i was supposed to complete last week...But i guess my attempt was a failure coz i could nt make it work after trying to for 2 hours so by 3+am, i went back to sleep=.=

So no playing ard for me for at least a week...If i can control it...Haiz......

I felt like a jerk in front of you,
Even more when i talk to you.

fuyoh!

Yeah, Jus woke up^^ Yesterday was soo damm tiring!! 1 of our NI alumni got married and so we were asked to help out at the wedding as kendarat LOL! All of us wore red(Nak boria katakan!) Met the grp ard 10+ at bedok mrt then bus-ed to bedok north.Got ourself lost due to our inaccurate sense of smell...Hadi actually tried to smell the nasi byrani to find our way HAHA!

When we found the block(after walking ard it), the guys aim for the food 1st LOL but unfortunately it was nt ready yet haha. Herez the funny part, when the DJ for the wedding came to us and ask where were we from and wat was our grp name...Sayyidi said"RED DRAGON!" So for the whole day, the DJ kept announcing we were RED DRAGONS from TP which was totally embarrassing=.= But overall damm fun!

Went back home taking bus 17 with nyzah,mahirah(agaknye ah), mus, sharil...Now my legs cramped so wun be gg out today:( But then, i still got to study for my quizzes and sud be able to make it for the study session tmro coz i seriously need to buck up on CKTCS haha! Guess gg to lectures has been a waste of time...Would be skipping 1 of these days hehe^^

Cinta ku melayang-layang
Muka mu terbayang-bayang
Kau cinta ku sayang-sayang...

hopeless

Liverpool 2-Tottenham Hotspurs 4 ....Liverpool was rubbish!!! Even though the reserves were playing but at least play decently la, the smallbois playing at the void decks play much better sia=.= I could hardly watch! Haiz, lucky only carling cup if champions league...I'm gonna ditch liverpool for tampines rovers^^

Damm itz 5.45am and i my class starts at 9am..wow, confirm sleepy in class hecks!

Raining, cold, dark & so boring....Went home early today coz apple was rubbish=.= Got DOTA on my com now haha! Played awhile then switched to Combat Arms...Now updating this blog^^

Haiz, i still haven study for my quizzes which is starting this friday...Being typically me, i think i shall study on the morning of the quiz LOL! Some of the subjects i still dun quite understand even though abit but i guess, leave till term test comes then panic hehe...

Tmro will be thursday, the most hated day of the week...Coz i start at 9am ends at 9pm which is damm tiring if nt boring and nt my liking:( My plan, DAYDREAM ALL THE WAY!^^ and see time flies HAHA!

I wanna do something to myself...Try to be more friendly and approachable. To start off, i will either say hi or jus wave my hand to any1 whom i noe. If "able" to, try to chat with them also. All this may sound normal but itz nt for me coz i dun like to talk to ppl i dun really noe which makez ppl think i'm a loner=.= Nanti rase obit haha^^

So to any1 hu sees me, SAY HI TO ME!!! or jus shout "ZARIQ CUTE!!"...I noe sum 1 will say the latter HAHA!

weeee

Yawnz...Been a tiring weekend for me and today too:( Saturday played soccer in the morning and had to visit my grandmother in the evening. Yesterday had to "rewang" at my uncle's hse as my cousin tunang(i dunnoe the english word lol). Was suppose to help out with the refilling of the food and drinks, but then ended up had to clean everything up from the dishes to the tumblers and i was wearing shirt with jeans=.= But i was quite fun playing with the host with my cuzzies:D
Today went to school early coz my father did nt send me to sch. Reach TP bus stop at 8.30 and waited for Pak Ahril. So many beautiful scenes to watch while sitting at the bus stop LOL! Had orgcom as the 1st lesson and ended off with a tutorial all in the cold as it was raining heavily outside. Stupid Mr Ng switch the air con full blast making my nose do the same haha. Rushed to Eunos mrt for my practical driving and then rushed back to sch to help my fellow grp mates on the many things that is due.

Now i feel very sleepy but becoz of this blog, i am going to delay my sleep haha.Jus hope u are there tmro even though i dun expect it.No expectations, no disappointments!

Y!?

Today was quite fun finally!!!After a week of running home and back to sch chasing deadlines and commitments, I managed to release the stress by playing soccer with my frenz yeah!

Today woke up at 7.20am after turning in for the night at 2am earlier due to watching Ms Swan which was ROFL! Scared to watch it again haha coz itz too funny lol...

Went for the 2 tutorials and 1 lecture which was suprisingly quick...time really flies!!! Ate at breadboard and off for solat Jumaat.From there met the rest at the TP astro field and soccer!! Damm fun coz all were playing horribly considering some of us had nt kick a ball for months! And also the fact that we are getting old LOL...played till ard 5+ then changed and solat Asar with the NI peeps...Bus-ed home with them too...Tmro will be playing soccer again haha! Yeah more fun!!

Damm, was suppose to tell her sumthing but last min thoughts prevented me from doing it again!haiz....Wat can i do!? itz fated zZz.

yeah yeah

Finally back home after a looooong day! 9am till 11pm wow!! haha, had to go to a friend's house to finish up on our ICprog lab report. So, skipped taekwondo lol! Had lotza fun there doing stupid things while waiting for the program installation to finish which was an hour=.=

OMG, Azimah!!! Ms Swan is damm hilarious la!!! I can't stop laughing hahahahahahaha!!!! Gonna watch it more often haha!!!

=.=

Time check...2.43am. Woke more then an hour early for the Man Utd match at 3.45 am=.= So decided to update my blog haha!

Abit frustrated about myself right now, I forgot that yesterday was my driving practical and when my instructor smsed me saying where am I...I was stunned o.o Damm! Lucky i managed to lie about me having class for the whole of wednesday^^Sumtimez, lying can be a good thing!

Seen people around me getting stressed up about school lately...sum even wanna quit.waddaheck?! Of coz la mus be stress due to the assignments and reports that comes with deadlines that are totally illogical but the trick is how u managed that stress so tat it does nt bug ur daily life. Jus look at me, do i look stress? Most people will say that i look like a slacker which most of my classmates agree...Lectures dun copy down notes, copy people's answer for tutorials and taking advantage of others for lab work:P But to tell the truth, I'm also stressed up nt jus about sch but about other things that makes my life rather complicated...But over the years, i managed to control my stress so tat no 1 can tell whether im stress :) Keeping the stress wun help, u have to channel it to sumwhere. Use the stress in sports for example me playing rugby. I would visualise my opponents as people that i hate and with all the stress that i have, wack him as hard as possible.The feeling would be shiok!!

I try nt to show my problems to people around me nt becoz itz personal or sumthing. Jus tat i dun want people to pity me and cause any inconvinence to them...I dun even talk to my parents about it also. Everynight while lying on the floor, i would think about my life and see wat i have done or what needs to be rectified or planned. That how i manage my life. The not so beautiful life of mine:)

kakakaka

1-1 was the scoreline for Liverpool against Atletico Madrid...1 of the worst matches i've seen! Chance after chance and the liverpool players can't even kick the ball straight=.= Nt to mention the referree who was more blur than a sotong and having an IQ of a donkey zZz...But to say the least, there are others who are worst haha.

Hmm, yesterday came to sch at 12pm for jus 1 CKTS lecture coz the lab in the morning was forwarded to nxt week. Entered the lecture hall and people ask me."Wa, so good ah go for lecture!?" The fact that my classmates noez that i hate lectures more then i hate butterflies(I'm scared of them=3)but for yesterday, I have my own reasons:) Went back home after that and straight away played cs on my com^^ Busy playing when suddenly Mus called and told me there was lab for my cds at 4pm(He called at 3.55pm=.=) Rushed back to sch in a hurry until i even forgot to wear my belt to hold up my lose jeans zZz. Reached the lab and found out it was E-learning week so we do not have to come to sch and there will be no attendance WADDAHECK!Then joined the NI people after asar prayers then went for taekwondo training which was terribly tiring.

Nth much happened today, 8.30 was already in sch. After the last lecture, went for lunch at breadboard. Was suppose to be only me and Hady coz the rest said they were eating with their care group...But along the way, all of them joined us=.= Bumped into Azimah,zul and spidey!lol. Also met with my friend who i did nt see for more then a year haha. Yeah, tmro will be much more boring with Dexter Phang's CKTS lab=.= haiz,shit happens!

weeeee

Haiz, jus came back from johor...Did nth much haha. The drive up on the highway was extremely boring. Only thing that "excited" me while driving was seeing a huge bus or lorry tailgating me at 120kmph O.O Scary experience haha!! Still upset with the lost for the liverpool match:( Tmro will start sch at 9pm and between 1-6 is a 5 hour break till my CDS lecture at 6pm=.= waddaheck...have to discuss sumthing wif mussadiq. hope he is there tmro haix.

How can I move on
when i'm still in love with you.

we lost

Haiz, Liverpool lost 2-1 zZz....damm, they played much better and with more shots but in the end, still lose=.= There goes our unbeaten run hurhur....Nvm, we are still 1st in the table.Jus keep getting the points reds^^

Moving On

I'm back haha...now downloading a new game called combatArms. Find it quite fun^^ Found out i would be following my family to johor tmro O.O This is the 3rd time i would be gg there this week=.= waddaheck! nonetheless, at least i will be occupied with sumthing but come to think of it, i dun think i would be awake coz i would be watching the Liverpool vs Tottenham match later in the morning,hope they win!! My emotions this past few days has been quite weird...and itz becoz of her=_= tahan zariq tahan!!! Dun 1 to spoil the friendship =3 Hmm...i need more comments for my blog.But for now, i'm told that itz quite girly lol..but i liked the design:P Haha! will be posting about the match later hehe....GO LIVERPOOL GO!!!

My blog is finally ready

Like the title says, my blog is finally ready after creating it last year LOL! Reasons were not having time for it, dunnoe how to edit the templates, dunnoe wat to write and too shy to share info to people=3 Watched Max Paynelast err...forgot wat day already zZz. aniwaez, it was awesome dunnoe y i got lotza of feedback the show was nt good to watch=.= Now about sch, quite boring....Im back to my usual habit of not taking down any notes or writing watever the teacher asked the class to do during lectures,look at my book...Plain clean,can be resold as new O.O See all my friends writing furiously on their book haha^^ Talking about sch, got caught up with a group called NI or Nur Ikhwan which means light of brotherhood. Finally got to join such a grp coz i seriously need to get closer to my religion which is Islam. Been neglecting it so much this past few years...gonna get back on track with my life. ending here for now...will update maybe in the afternoon or night w00t!