sick!

Feeling terribly tired right now...All becoz of soccer and MP.And I'm still not done with my circuit for my dc to ac inverter! Dang,the deadline is a mere few hours away which I need for my sleep...Will of coz not be watching the champions league tonight hurhur and maybe the appreciation night tmro for RELITE committee dang! Asked my close friends a question I was dying to ask and got an answer that to me, is nt quite as satisfying though...Does nt solve the question entirely haiz. Sud I do it or nt?? My heart's choice was obvious...But still, I will consider...

And last but nt least, I feel that im going to be sick hurhur.......

RACING!

Heck, its monday and MP is back to haunt me again=.= Just came back from Sim Lim Tower to get some of our components...And yeah, almost every single shop sells the same things LOL! I seriously hate my supervisor.Pathetic fool...Expect us to know soo much! If we knew soo much, why should we bother to see the supervisor for help zZz.

Read the newspaper artical about illegal racing in Singapore and one of the places where people race was in Punggol!!!And according to my bro, I realised I had been there haha! Great road:D But too bad my car sucks so can't join the big boys hurhur...

friends!

Liverpool 3- Hull city 1......Finally something to smile about after an otherwise bad week. Was tasked to work on an application for solar panels and trust me, it sounds easier then it is...That was wat I found out=.= They could only generate soo little power and their efficiency is terrible!!! 16%!? I rather use manual power....To top it up, got a ridiculous supervisor who not only is demoralising to look at but talks like he is jus back from a night of drinking. Damm, shit happens.

Spent my day just now in the library doing research and we decided to focus on a solar powered sprinkler system...Honestly, I think the idea is a bit pathetic but I stick with my group mates:D and yes, finally Nuraini replied my messages after a few months=.= The reason you gave was your msn is acting up but seriously I don't buy that. Useless to lie when itz sooo obvious...

My comp is back! But I had to reformat it meaning all my things are gone=.= but nonetheless, it requires me to start afresh which is what I want to do after a terrible week... My feelings are getting hectic by the day and I hope MP will distract me from it, don't want anything bad to happen even though I know nothing would....waddaheck!

I just realised that I have friends that cares...But being me, I turn down their offers to help. Y am I being so stubborn?! Guess I don't want others to feel sorry for me or just that I want to be left alone...But still, I appreciate it and that is why I try my best to treasure every moment with my friends coz I know, without them...I won't be ME!

waddajheck!

Currently slacking in my workspace......doing nothing. Even though itz MP time, the only thing that my group is doing is researching. Sooo bored!!! Been doing the same thing over and over again for the past 5 days zZz....Sometimes i wish an accident would happen. And to explain my current inactivity for my blog, well my computer is down zZz...dang, wat a life=.= Oh shoot, supervisor coming!

bad day

Liverpool 1-Chelsea 3........And they deserved it! Waddaheck, the midfield was pathetic with the stupid Lucas Leiva taking over Mascherano.Made so many mistakes and yet still smiles!? Omg=.= The defence was also at fault...All of them seems out of fitness and Chelsea took advantage...well done. But hey, shit happens and football is full of it LOL! I jus hope Liverpool play more attacking football when they visit the Blues next week...I dun mind Liverpool losing but make sure with dignity. Break every single player's leg and made them pay! The reason I say this is because Liverpool has no way of coming back. History to repeat itself???Nope because it is full of shit as well:D

Yesterday was CAGE FOOTBALL! The plan was to play soccer at the cage at kallang...Itz basically a "cage" with an artificial carpet grass but with the same street soccer format. Itz been a long time since I last been there and the only change I found was the fan. 1 huge fan similiar to the Bugis 1 in the middle of the cage. So when we were about to start, everyone shouted,"Aku main midfield eh!"=.= There were a total of 11 of us....Me, Mokhsin, Hazwan, Harith, Iskandar, Fazli, Nafeez, Zul, Hakim, Isaac & Pang yiao. It was damm fun! Enjoyed every minute of it haha:D Then ate at KFC nearby...Me,Mokhsin,Hazwan & Fazli ordered the FAMILY FEAST LOL! 4 of us sat at 1 table dubbed"THE WINNING TABLE" and enjoyed ourselves after thrasing the other team^^ The rest went home after that by bus while the winning team stayed on since we have our own transport haha. The trip back was hilarious! Me,Hazwan and Mokhsin kept checking the car's blind spot together LOL! Habit haha...

Now today, would be going to Bukit Batok after Isyak for the preparations of tmro's Relight camp yeah! Will overnight there as well...4 days away, the longest ever camp I've been in LOL!

How can I know the answers when I can't even ask....

goal!!

Watched Man U vs Aston Villa this morning and was sad that Man U won=.= Dang! But the game was awesome!!! All the goals were nice and this 1 is the best goal of the season...Reminds me of myself actually LOL! He seriously scored like me! During my younger days:D

This guy is good and at 17 years old...The future is bright:D

hurhur

Liverpool wins again!!! Hahaha! 1-0 against Fulham:D But it was one of the most frustrating matches ever=.= 4 times hitting the tiang....But nonetheless, it signals the start of the EPL again after the international break.

Someone suggested that we should go to Johor just to eat at A&W's and return back....And I think itz a great idea LOL! Miss the curly fries and root beer float! Only problem is, I've got to fill up the tank to at least 3/4 full of petrol(itz the regulations=.=) which will cost around $60 and the fact that there are numerous plaza tols there...Spending close to $100 just for the sake of A&W??? Well...itz debatable LOL!

Jus came back from my step brother's wedding and as usual....KENDARAT! Not that I like it but at least I am able to contribute to the smooth running of the wedding:D Guess wat, 4 people in charge of 19 tables...the result of all that?? Aching legs and the feeling of falling sick hurhur... But with $30 in my pocket, no complains hehe:)

Hmm...I always have trouble being honest because I have to guess the other party's reaction and itz never easy. The fact that it can ruin a relationship will always be the roadblock that will stop me from being honest and i hate it....I always like to use the phrase"hmm..." when being honest, it works like a teaser ROFL!

dilemma

Yesterday after friday prayers, drove to Changi for lunch with Ahmad and Hakim:D Ordered myself Nasi Goreng Ayam...and it was fuyoh LAZAT! Then got a call from my mom asking me to repair the car's aircon using my money waddaheck=.= With no choice, drove to Eunos to get the repairs done.On the way, I purposely sped along the PIE at 110km/h and Hakim begged me to slow down LOL! Took some time to find the workshop but alhamdullilah found it haha.$15 burned zZz...Then home was the destination:D

I would be going to Punggol's End on monday most probably...thatz where no 1 can bug me LOL! Need to finish up on my TMSN CUP proposal!!! So much work to be done hurhur...But I'm up for it:D

Every decision I made has its pros and cons
But I'm sticking with mine
So no one can influence a change.....

quitting

I've decided to quit my cca which is Taekwondo... There are a few reasons contributing to my decision. 1st and foremost is the fact that i have totally no interest in it. Going to training is like a half-hearted affair. Nak tak nak gitu. 2nd is time...Once school reopens, I would be doing my MP which is from 9am till 5.30pm and by the end of it,I would be too tired for anything else besides sleeping. The 3rd is ME...When i 1st joined, my intention was to provide myself a channel where my daily stresses is to be release and taekwondo seems to be the answer since it involves fighting...This used to be my method back in secondary school. But i got more stress as the training involves too much physical training and i hate them=.= Well, those are the reasons i could say in this blog. The rest are too sensitive:)

So now, I'm left with school and NI...I still remember the time during TMSN CLTP camp when bro Farhan( We used to play soccer back in my sec sch:D) asked me why I joined my Muslim Society(NI) My answer was to become a better muslim. I neglected my religion for the past years and i regretted doing so. Having similar people around me also does me no good=.= But since joining NI, everthing changes...I began to appreciate and thank Allah s.w.t even more. I stopped using vulgarities and unselfishly respecting my parents. And the brotherhood is amazing!And with Taekwondo out of the way, I hope I can increase my contribution insyallah:D

Yesterday, it was FIFA09 tournament at Sayyidi's house using his PS3!!! OMG, the graphics was WOW!(Air liur meleleh) There was me,Mus,Harith,Sayyidi,Massagos,Zul and Farok. Each of us took 1 team and as usual, I took Liverpool. The fact that I am hopeless in console games is again evident in the rankings. 2nd from last is a stupid placing=.= But the important thing was we had fun:D 11am all the way till 5.30pm LOL! And we had great food! Power ah Mak Sayyidi haha!

If I had known you earlier, i don't think we would still be friends now.

relax!

Can't wait for this camp next week! Really looking forward to it:D hehe!

Monday afternoon was spent at Beatty Sec for the de-briefing of the Malay Camp with the students and teachers. Drove there together with Sayyidi, Mus, Harith and later on cik Liyana:) But i had to leave halfway to fetch my mom missing the food in the process hurhur...

Then yesterday had NI meeting in the morning...came ridiculously early and was suprise that some1 was even more ridiculous then me....Harith LOL! Had the meeting at Bedok Reservoir after a long trek finding the pondok=.= Each department was suppose to update each other and for me and sayyidi representing T&D, we had nothing much to update since we had done nothing much zZZ...Quite embarassing actually:( Ended the meeting at zohor, prayed and left for home. 10 pm, came online for the T&D meeting and we discussed about the COE and how we should organise ourselves...Alhamdullilah, by 11.30pm, most of the issues were settled.

I jus came back from Punggol End after sending my mom to work...I love the road leading to the beach! Up and down hills fuyoh! Sped all the way to the beach...But it was quite short for my liking...at the beach, watched the bus trying to change direction within a small space, quite funny actually LOL. Not much infrastruture there so quite relaxing and will make time to go there again yeah!

On another note, I am getting angry way too easily for the liking of the people around me.I wish to apologise for my behaviour which I myself can't really quite explain...I dun 1 my past to catch up with me. The consequences are too much for me to bear....