Friday, April 3, 2009

quitting

I've decided to quit my cca which is Taekwondo... There are a few reasons contributing to my decision. 1st and foremost is the fact that i have totally no interest in it. Going to training is like a half-hearted affair. Nak tak nak gitu. 2nd is time...Once school reopens, I would be doing my MP which is from 9am till 5.30pm and by the end of it,I would be too tired for anything else besides sleeping. The 3rd is ME...When i 1st joined, my intention was to provide myself a channel where my daily stresses is to be release and taekwondo seems to be the answer since it involves fighting...This used to be my method back in secondary school. But i got more stress as the training involves too much physical training and i hate them=.= Well, those are the reasons i could say in this blog. The rest are too sensitive:)

So now, I'm left with school and NI...I still remember the time during TMSN CLTP camp when bro Farhan( We used to play soccer back in my sec sch:D) asked me why I joined my Muslim Society(NI) My answer was to become a better muslim. I neglected my religion for the past years and i regretted doing so. Having similar people around me also does me no good=.= But since joining NI, everthing changes...I began to appreciate and thank Allah s.w.t even more. I stopped using vulgarities and unselfishly respecting my parents. And the brotherhood is amazing!And with Taekwondo out of the way, I hope I can increase my contribution insyallah:D

Yesterday, it was FIFA09 tournament at Sayyidi's house using his PS3!!! OMG, the graphics was WOW!(Air liur meleleh) There was me,Mus,Harith,Sayyidi,Massagos,Zul and Farok. Each of us took 1 team and as usual, I took Liverpool. The fact that I am hopeless in console games is again evident in the rankings. 2nd from last is a stupid placing=.= But the important thing was we had fun:D 11am all the way till 5.30pm LOL! And we had great food! Power ah Mak Sayyidi haha!

If I had known you earlier, i don't think we would still be friends now.

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